Waking up it's half past ten And I can't remember anything about the way we met And if I ask you questions try to tag along Because I need to be reminded of where it all went wrong [[bridge:]] 'Cos I'm holding on to what I've got today And maybe you'll forget to walk away [[chorus:]] But I thought I told you when I can drink inside of hell And I know there's not a single way to fight it Could you blame me for the tears When you've never felt the fear? And your mind is closing in without a way through And now and then I like to dance and sing along But I see through all the emptiness To fool myself no more So I'll try to take you back with open arms To hold me on the wagon when I fall [chorus] [bridge] Without you my crutch I'll surely disappear And with a puff of smoke I'll go and you'll be clear [bridge] [chorus]