Sleepless, staring up through the ceiling We come from the mud, so there's Reason to bite the hand that was feeding The hand of a God who wasn't enough He wasn't enough to cover the blood To hand out the healing Who severed his love but kept you in touch Who kept you believing Who said you weren't trying? I knew that you were But I watched you shape shift Change to your needs Saw all the faces Used to hide your grief I watched you change Felt my ego caving in, we're covered in mud So there's no sense in hiding your suffering By the hand of man who wasn't enough He was never enough to give you the love To give you that feeling Whose venomous touch by the hand of a gun That kept you believing Who said you weren't worth it? I knew that you were But I watched you shape shift And change to your needs Saw all the faces Used to hide your grief I watched you change, twist your faith Lose yourself in precarious ways All your shape shifting to run away And there was nothing I could do There was nothing I could do right Nothing I could do, nothing I could do So sick of calling out and never hearing back Sometimes it's easier to run and not react But there was nothing I could do Tell me what you knew The world was just so cruel to you Well, it's hereditary Sick of forcing smiles, never looking back A luxury I never really had and that's a fact There's nothing I could do, yeah Tell me what you knew The world was just so cruel to you Well, it's hereditary I watched you shape shift And change to your needs Saw all the faces Used to hide your grief I watched you change