Guilt comes to me Like a thief in the night Far from the past where it belongs Now I believe That it is more than a promise I had to keep My mind is a stampede Without order and without a goal This is no curse and no evil But the aimless, cycling road Eyes are searching sight to clear the mist on my road Feet, placing their marks will make their way through the maze Suddenly, I see light in front of me Giving faith but Never they will be coming near to me Suddenly all I feel is pain The pain of Guilt that's in my heart, forever in me Caused by my own mistakes Pain fills my heart Now I have choose Forgiveness or allegiance These I both refuse On behalf of dignity The truth was always left out Now that I've arrived I see my own dead end Soon enough I must decide where my brain meets my heart Though I know that point is nowhere to be found Strangers talk to me but I can't see what they want to say Trust has left its home and fear and rage came instead That is why there's a change in how I feel Lacking faith but Soon enough there is no one left for me All are gone, leaving me behind Bruised and harmed cause Everytime I had walked away but that now has to change The hope I have always had Forces my mind to choose The path I have to go And the way on which I won't loose The path of loneliness is now mine The path of danger can become mine I am confused once more! I went back, the way I came And I know that it will be hard for me I think that I'm blocked for I have to pay a toll Hoping that...thinking that...I was right I feel that my heart's where it belongs Why can't I catch up now to finally Learn to see the world through other eyes than mine To know that I'm able to fly over this maze Why can't I feel free that I was right in my choice Always doing the right thing for me Suddenly, I see light in front of me Giving faith but Never they will be coming near to me Suddenly all I feel is pain Pain of Guilt that's in my heart, forever in me Caused by my own mistakes