I’ve got a sick sweet dream and it’s tearing me apart inside Dealing a guilty plea to my loneliest heart’s desire Am I just too dumb to fight it Am I just too high cause in my mind You’re like an afterlife and I really wanna die tonight So starved for the sunshine Won't you be mine be mine be mine Guess I just spent my wishes Can I get just a few more to set aside Cause it looks like the rain’s running wild Well it’s a sick sweet life and I'm gambling it all tonight With every shade of me flying like freaks on a free ride Cause there’s no use trying to hide it It's so obvious that every touch feels like an afterlife and I really wanna die tonight So parched for a relapse Won't you do that do that do that Guess I just spent my wishes Can I get just a few more to set aside Cause it looks like the rain’s running wild