I am not myself, I will never know why Walking in circles, nothing passes me by The world turns for me The oceans, the seas, are only as deep As my eyes let them be I'm not scared, I'm fucking fine I witness nightmares, I'm not losing my mind Reality will never cease to be More than the veil that's in front of me Sink beneath, I feel so weak Takes the breath right out of me Swimming in the sea might swallow you whole Consuming your dreams like it's out of control Trapped under ice and it's never been so thick I won't look back, I won't go back I know this time, that you're never gonna stop me Never gonna stop me Don't deny, you were preying On my heartbeat hoping that I won't survive I was sold sex so I bought some fries My girlfriend goes out and fucks other guys She believes it's what her spirit needs Like ten things to do when you're twenty-five (Drown where you drink) (Die in your sleep) And they always come crawling back (False prophet of true progress) Asking for something Offering nothing With outstretched hands Your heart's there to guide you Don't leave it beside you We feel for a reason and change with the seasons Your heart's there to guide you Don't leave it beside you We feel for a reason so don't commit treason Bury me by myself, not in a mass grave I won't live a lie and keep pretending Bury me by myself, not in a mass grave I won't live a lie and keep pretending Sink beneath, I feel so weak Takes the breath right out of me Swimming in the sea might swallow you whole Consuming your dreams like it's out of control Trapped under ice and it's never been so thick I won't look back, I won't go back I know this time, that you're never gonna stop me Never gonna stop me Don't deny, you were preying On my heartbeat hoping that I won't survive Swimming in the sea might swallow you whole Consuming your dreams like it's out of control Trapped under ice and it's never been so thick I won't look back, I won't go back I know this time, that you're never gonna stop me Never gonna stop me Don't deny, you were preying On my heartbeat hoping that I won't survive The shade envies the sunrise Because no one waits to see the shadows grow It's getting colder and you still don’t have anywhere to go I don’t mean to stare, I just know you'll always be there