I stare up from the bed And wish that I was dead Instead of lying here with you in This house that's like a tomb I should be some where new A new frontier a new horizon Now I've got to get away Now I've got to walk away Find the words I've got to say Finding the strength to walk like I talk And walk away from you If I had wings I would fly away forever In my dreams I'm not with you Like an eagle in a noose Like a coward when the truth is broken In my new reality I hold all the keys And I decide which doors open Now I've got to get away Now I've got to walk away Find the words I've got to say Finding the strength to walk like I talk And walk away from you If I had wings I would fly away forever In my dreams the windows smash From the dirt the broken glass Shows me the reflections of dead faces Midnight streets of blood and pain The breath of hope that turns to chain I take a knife and slice away all my hatred Slice away the guilt and fear And if I had the tears Then I would try to cry an ocean Waves that are ten feet tall Crashing on the shore Onto the rocks of my emotion Now I've got to get away Now I've got to walk away Find the words I've got to say Finding the strength to walk like I talk And walk away from you If I had wings I would fly away forever