What's the colour of my pills Memorise them by their format I am on antidepressants to pretend that I'm alright (alright!) I need a perfect balance of my untamed chemistry to avoid confusion as you know I use to lose control Born in 1979 At school I've always been popular No ideia of what I want My entire world is a couch (what?) My generation has flaws of character stability I am so spoiled by my folks I can't take it no more I play someone who is focused while I am dying deep inside To my friends I say no word of what I'm secretly up to So I break down in silence Just me and my dear pills Don't bother trying to keep me safe It's already too late