I got the life I used to chase But something’s off, I feel outta place The crowd gets loud, they call my name But deep inside, it’s not the same Their love burns hot, I see the flame Still I shrink back, I feel the shame It’s weird, I should be feelin’ lit But I fold too easy like plastic Stay I float in delay Gray My smile fades away Stay This rush makes me sway Daze, I'm stuck in this neon haze Wait This night feels too loud Stray I move through the crowd Fade Eyes locked in, I'm gone Haze, I’ve been here but feel withdrawn Chasin’ it too far I thought I’d hold it and feel fine But it bent me in ways I can’t define Ran outta breath Still look intact when all eyes shine But I feel something start pulling too tight Smiles start to crack Moments too loud, and space too tight to breathe I'm stretching thin, I blur I feel plastic Do I look okay Heat gets drastic Will I fade away My chest feels too tight Glow My face burns too bright Noise Your words blur and bend Mirror, he now wears a different end Rush My hands start to shake Blank My head starts to break Breathe Let’s slow this down now Calm Find my way through this somehow Chasin’ it too far I thought I’d hold it and feel fine But it bent me in ways I can’t define Ran outta breath Still look intact when all eyes shine But I feel something start pulling too tight Smiles start to crack Moments too loud, and space too tight to breathe I'm stretching thin, I blur I feel plastic Do I look okay Heat gets drastic Will I fade away