I need a coffee, or just a little boost Cause my nightmare has transcended through Feeling darkness and demons in the comfort of my home I don’t want sleepwalker written on my tombstone I need a push, I need the caffeine Simply waking up won’t save me from the horrors of my dreams The flashbacks won’t leave me alone I know for sure I’ll have sinner written on my tombstone And I’ve been running from the dark But these lights won’t save me, illuminate me And just being in this place degrades me Fragile feelings like a painting To cease the slumber and the numbness is a fantasy I see through mirrors, cause of memories, an enemy Why do I still crave the light I know I’ll never deserve? (I wanna feel the rush right now) Avoid my terrors in the hopes they won’t stab me in the back I lay awake during the night like an insomniac Why do I still crave the light I know I’ll never deserve? (Give me the rush right now) I'm like a corpse wandering, missing a casket Because my heart keeps getting stuck like magnets Wish I could break away to find some self closure So I don’t keep making the same mistakes over and over and I I need a coffee, or just a little boost 'Cause my nightmare has transcended through Feeling darkness and demons in the comfort of my home I don’t want sleepwalker written on my tombstone I need a push, I need the caffeine Simply waking up won’t save me from the horrors of my dreams The flashbacks won’t leave me alone I know for sure I’ll have sinner written on my tombstone And I’ve been running from the dark But these lights won’t save me, illuminate me And just being in this place degrades me My color’s fading, just like a painting Slumber and the numbness is a fantasy I see through mirrors, cause of memories, an enemy Why do I still crave the light I know I’ll never deserve? (Give me the rush right now) Avoid my terrors in the hopes they won’t stab me in the back Lay awake during the night like an insomniac Why do I still crave the light I know I’ll never deserve? (Give me the rush right now)