Pleasure I've felt Pain I have dealt Shame remains the same People around Feelings to drown Thing I cannot tame No moment of peace The pain will not cease No matter what I do Try to fit in Fight with a grin For a life to live that's new Shame in suffering Fear of what's new It's all that I knew The weight it crushes me I try and I try I lie and I lie Attempting to break free The chains hold me down My personal crown This shame it holds me back Continue the fight With all of my might Make up for what I lack Shame in suffering The pain it won't end But I will not bend I'm stronger than deceit Continue the war I'll settle the score My peace I soon will meet Shame is the master Fear is the pastor The sermon it is sung My story begins My true self it wins Death blow finally swung Shame in suffering The code is fucking red