Yeah, then she said to me Why you taking all my energy? That's not fucking right Where's the empathy? Just let me be I lost it in the night As I chase my dreams Takahashi jeans I can't look behind I'm not what you need Nike boots on me I more than what you see I know you don't like the way I'm acting It's a scene We move in the night I let it cover me Walking further on Tho it's all inside of me Black skies Why am I alive? Tell me that I'm nothing That shit makes me wanna die Tell me that you hate me it's alright Can you say it while you look me in the eyes Tap me on the shoulder Pull up in the fucking rover Hate the winter but the cold can really bring us closer I just thought that we had something I'm a placeholder I can't even tell when I'm awake Bipolar I'm just kicking back Baby, I'm a fucking stoner I remember you would ride up on my shoulders Why you like that? Always the controller I thought that I loved her That's not what I told her That's not what I told her I bet she knows I'm lying when I hold her Black skies Why am I alive? Tell me that I'm nothing That shit makes me wanna die Tell me that you hate me it's alright Can you say it while you look me in the eyes