I always end up alone As if I were incapable of love Maybe I'm living wrong Maybe I don't even want to fix myself I don't see myself at an altar Or in a house with you And our two dogs, running in the yard Is this real, or just to please you? I try, but deep down I don't know If it's love that I'm seeking or if I'm hiding again I see the future and lose my ground Maybe my destiny is solitude Maybe it's not for me These promises of happily ever after I run, I flee, I try to escape But who knows, one day, I might learn to love And if I get lost again In this fear of trying? I'll distance myself from what I don't understand Is it wrong not to fit in? I try, but deep down I don't know If it's love that I'm seeking or if I'm hiding again I see the future and lose my ground Maybe my destiny is solitude Who knows, maybe one day I'll change Or maybe I'll just accept That not everyone is born to love And that it's okay to find myself I always end up alone But maybe I don't even want to change Because deep down, being free Is my way of loving I try, but deep down I don't know If it's love that I'm seeking or if I'm hiding again I see the future and lose my ground Maybe my destiny is solitude