Swimming in distractions again I never should've done what I did I break your heart everyday Gun shot wounds hit you hit me Oh, I've wanted to change But I stay the same And it makes me cry, cry Oh, I'm always detached I smile and laugh, breaking down inside I dare you to love me You won't be the first to try First to try First to try First to try I carry all the lies I've been told Bleeding out since 15 years old There's no more room on my sleeve It's drenched in blood and kerosene Oh, I've wanted to change But I stay the same And it makes me cry, cry Oh, I'm always detached I smile and laugh, breaking down inside I dare you to love me You won't be the first to try First to try First to try First to try Oh, I've wanted to change But I stay the same And it makes me cry, cry Oh, I'm always detached I smile and laugh, breaking down inside I dare you to love me You won't be the first to try First to try First to try First to try