One day you wake up and notice that the sky is dark Another cloudy day And your head is like the sky Cloudy and dark With all those bad thoughts that you've been trying to avoid for a long time But today, the weight of existence falls into you just like The rain will fall outside And you are sitting in bed And then you start to review every bad decision that you ever made All the friends you lost, and all the mistakes that you insist on making And it is funny to you how sunny days for a long time make you Make you really forget about all this guilty that you doomed to feel Today's commitment to guilty is greater than any commitment you ever had in your life So you get out of bed And you persist in the idea that you're not having a bad day, you are just sleepy Will all your mistakes really make you change anything? No You actually don't believe in that So you go to the bathroom and you wash your face To see if this useless guilty of your conscience goes away with the water So you notice that you don't feel like yourself You look at your hands and doesn't feel like your hands Panic starts to overwhelm you But you're used to that you spend a long time in hiding All your distress you swallow it and you go about your day as usual Following their routine keeps you grounded The weight of the guilty almost disappears, just like any other day But you don't feel like yourself The same pain that once made you want to tear your own body apart The unthought of it, has been replaced And I'm feeling of acceptance And it is no better than before Because you feel really happy You lay down after a long day Close your eyes And you dodge bad thoughts and anxiety Congratulations, you last one more day And then you wake up And notice the sky is dark Another cloudy day