Whatever the cost Yeah your map it left me lost Now it's time to take a pause Wash my hands of pain you caused Stay, watch me withdrawal I'm so tired of all the laws Running with that get out clause I know what's behind those closed doors Yeah you low blow me Act like you own me Fool me once only You'll see me leveling Said you adored me Long as I'm holy But call it sin For questioning you Say you have the cure But you don't know a thing about me Always keeping score Part time perfect version of me Didn't see it coming yeah it's bittersweet Threw all your baggage in the backseat now now Always keeping score Part time perfect version of me Keep tight Smile lines Drop that tunnel vision I think you like me better with that Busy growing Overthrowing Living in my highlights Guess I like me better now that I'm thinking on my own now You're smiling on the way out I'm gonna get that song now Now that I am done for real Yeah you low blow me Act like you own me Fool me once only You'll see me leveling Said you adored me Long as I'm holy But call it sin For questioning you Say you have the cure But you don't know a thing about me Always keeping score Part time perfect version of me Didn't see it coming yeah it's bittersweet Threw all your baggage in the backseat now now Always keeping score Part time perfect version of me