I was never a good kid I had to sit on my hands Stay still tied down (tight) I had to force myself (I had to force myself) And then I was a good girl I kept to myself Daydream, big smile You'll go far Oh, you'll do so well (No one knows your reasons) I tell you that it's over (Trading on a can) I know it's unfair (Hard enough to see you) Maybe we were alright (We can keep our plans) But not the best I ever had (Treat me like a stranger) Maybe it's okay (Love me like the bends) Making you mad (Distance in the details) But I can't go on living inside the drag Take your medication Stick to the plan Days weeks go by (I) Still have to force myself (I have to force myself) And I try meditation I'm holier now Bad dreams, fake smiles You've come far girl You've done so well (No one knows your reasons) I tell you that it's over (Trading on a can) I know it's unfair (Hard enough to see you) Maybe we were alright (We can keep our plans) But not the best I ever had (Treat me like a stranger) Maybe it's okay (Love me like the bends) Making you mad (Distance in the details) But I can't go on living inside the drag Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh Take your medication (Still have to force yourself) (No one knows your reasons) I tell you that it's over (Trading on a can) I know it's unfair (Hard enough to see you) Maybe we were alright (We can keep our plans) But not the best I ever had (Treat me like a stranger) Maybe it's okay (Love me like the bends) Making you mad (Distance in the details) But I can't go on living inside the drag