Long I Searched What The Claim To See, And The Beauty Derived Thereof Asking Why I Felt Like A Menace, To Them - Who Everything Solved My Differences Seemed Racial, Though Ancestors I Then Lacked Until The Orchard Of Mind Opened, And I Stood Completely Aback Empty And Enlightened, I Drank Of The Miracles Torn In The Metaphysical, The Void Became A Creed As I Lost All The Addictions, And Triumphed In Deterministic Rule Propounding World Perversion, In The Eyes Of The Herd No Purity, Except A Tidal Hatred No Sorrow, Though An Ego Degraded And Love... I Miss This False Heaven Let It Embrace, No Meaning Of Life Never Repent, No Meaning In Lies Faith Signed With Crossbones Ecstacy... All Meaning Dies! Insanity, If I By Thee Could Be Characterized But My Laugh Is Not That Of A Madman It Is The Fall Of One To Wise Darkness, If Thee Were To Be My Palfray But With Fiction Even Evil Died Hence I Quashed My Last Hospice This Is The Creed Trancending All Minds, The End Of Malformed Tales Reaching For Every Thought Misbegotten, Feel The Void Of Reality's Nails