I'm down to my last stick of cigarette I'm down to the last thought in my head You saw me packing my bags You asked me if i was coming back And i told you that i wasn't sure and i'm 5 steps away from out the door Darlin' it ain't easy for me to say goodbye but i have found myself another guy You look confused And i dont blame you But you're never around enough for me to love you me to love you Darlin' you don't deserve me you don't deserve my love i had plenty to give but you shrugged it off Don't think i dont know about the hair on the pillow and it seems like what we had was just a show was it all just a show? Darlin' it aint easy for us to say goodbye i just hope that we'll have better lives x2