I had a dream, but I stayed awake It's not like it seems I didn't do what it takes I had a friend She broke my heart So I just keep spinning in circles Waiting, until I fall apart Now I'm sober in a bar Waiting for you But I'm swaying with these strangers And they have no clue That before there was a person Who could have changed lives Then I tore myself in ways To fit into this life I have a dream That I beg of you May I have a chance To make it come true My one wish I ask of you I have a wish It's all to me Is it in my cards To make it come true My one wish I beg of you Hear my lovers call my name Like a lullaby But I can't forget the sound of your voice In my mind I'll tell the truth in a second But I'm missing a piece Do people really want to dream? Did I use you for a leap? Now I'm sober in a bar Waiting for you But I'm swaying with these strangers And they have no clue That before there was a person Who could have changed lives Then I tore myself in ways To fit into this life I have a dream That I beg of you May I have a chance To make it come true My one wish I beg of you I have a wish It's all to me Is it in my cards To make it come true My one wish I beg of you I had a dream, but I stayed awake It's not like it seems I didn't do what it takes I had a friend She broke my heart There is no conclusion There is no lesson No final understanding There was no reason To endure so much pain Chew on it in the morning Spit out my love for life Slurp on it in the evening Did the bitterness subside? I dress myself in diamonds That I did not dare to cry Later, bathe myself in honey And wonder who could I have been If I had walked away Soared through the skies To a place that's mine Recruited by an army of losers Persued a battle not worth pursuing Losing battles that weren't even mine