Secret Memoires Why you are not here with me? For I am losing Faith I open up my wounds once more And see of what I'm made I try to dance my pain away And let the music take my fear But in despite of coming day My dark is always near I cried out into the night And I try to forget it all But I'm trapped and I can't escape And again I start to fall **Rape my body, I'm all alone And I'll hide your secret words Hello Paranoia, hello Paranoia** I cannot leave this place behind For I am bound to stay Like the person wandering in my dreams I'm waiting for a better day ...