Half Of Me

I saw you last night in someone else’s coat
Same look, same voice, but I still choke
You move like you never knew my name
But I still feel you in my veins

I try to play it calm
But you know I'm not that strong
Your ghost is in my bed
Still whispering in my head

You took the half of me that felt like home
Now I sleep beside a colder tone
If hurting you is how I heal
Then maybe none of this was real
You took the half of me I’ll never own

I play your song just to feel the sting
Repeat the part where you said nothing
I wear your silence like a coat
It doesn’t warm me – but it holds

I said I'd be okay
But I'm wired to decay
And every time I mend
You come and break again

You took the half of me that felt like home
Now I sleep beside a colder tone
If hurting you is how I heal
Then maybe none of this was real
You took the half of me I’ll never own

Can't fix what we fake
Still bend till I break
Your name in my mouth
Like blood I can’t spit out

You took the half of me that felt like home
Now I sleep beside a colder tone
If losing you is how I breathe
Then maybe pain is all I need
You took the half of me
You took the best of me
And left the rest of me
Alone