Ah

A spoiled child feels
The curdling of the human mind
Acrimonious pleas of a smile
Unworthy to grace this face have been extinguished

My world is decomposing
I'm no more while alone than useless
My blood will stain your fingers
Reaching into a chest, so airless

You will walk this path without me
Though you've taken what's good from my body
Withering is the skin on the outside
I'm conflating joy and pain

I don't think I'm gonna make it out
With an ardent voice, I scream it loud
I don't understand what more you want
There is blood in my lungs

I just can't get enough of failure
Won't you just feel bad for me?
I don't wanna live like this anymore

I don't think I'm gonna make it out
With a timid voice, I make no sound
I don't know how to get you to love me, ah
I don't know what you want

I just can't get enough of failure
Hanging on by a rose's thorn
I don't wanna feel this pain anymore