For All To Blame

Set me aside
Send me away to a place unaffected
I've been crucified
By the ways that I fade into vengeance
And I can't confide
In the friends that I thought would be present
Though I won't deny, I always knew that this would happen

Just a fraction of the bullshit to keep up with
To comprehend the concept
You came back around and found
Another picture perfect host in the distance
I distress and then just obsess as I wear a frown
No crown could ever satisfy me

Sell your fucking love, I guess I can't afford it
I saw you swimming in the deep end
The sharks were searching for you

Set to self destruct
I'm giving in to worsen
Bested by your love and everything that's cursing

All of my trust and pride
Lusting highs
Hushing crime
Giving and giving gets only so far till you're dead

You better justify why your life's been a lie
You will die spinning and spinning but only unraveled within
Becoming just another fucking figure
They're bidding the dimming of every possibility for us to ever come to feel love

Am I just barren of trust?

How come it feels so fucking filthy every day?
It never fails to leave a foul taste in my mouth
I contemplate defacing my name anyway
Dispensing lines as I've been constrained

We're to blame with reasons less than fortunate
Seen as a waste
I persevere but it's a hard race
That's okay, eventually I'll be in my cage
In a place of darkened images and false-face
Masquerading as a person that can cover the burns
Uttering words unintelligible
Lessons unlearned, meeting adjourned
I'll forget it all and mutter the verse back unrehearsed to petty
All that's left I can say about what I live with every day is that this

Hell isn't hot enough
Hell isn't hot enough
For
Me