High Dive In a Low Well

Now you're desperate and you feel so alone
Down in the South you feel dead in your bones
Nowhere to run to and no one to phone
Your time is depleting
Your sanity's wearing thin

I don't know when you lost the will to live
Your time is just spent dissolving yourself away
Feel like I've been partaking in all your sins
But I can't blame myself for your fuck ups
You're fucked up and selfish as shit
For all the things you've done but I won't forget
Don't you expect me to
This life is a sentence, we're brought here to endure
I just spit towards you
Now I just spit

And for the last time, you are not fine
You crush a hundred lines finely every night
Try and end your fucking life by suicide
You deny, you say you're alright
But you're so bad at hiding your calamity
That I know is still thriving
You could cover it under the suffering, just won't be hushed to sleep

'Cause when the cost caught up
I felt the pressure fucking crush your lungs
And deny you a life you could love

Links break into nothing
I watched your wings cleaved off of your skin
I saw the ceiling sinking on you and me
I never felt so beneath
Now my trust has erased to nothing
You continue to do what you knew
Would be your doom all along