I'm Dead Inside

Dear diary
It's such a good day to breathe
But I feel so down
My room is full of masks
That don't fit my face
Except for the clown one (my favorite)
Even close friends don't get my feelings
I use the smile to hide my inner demons
Dear diary
It's such a hilarious thing
Let's keep it a secret

I'm dead inside
I'm dead inside
Man, I'm just a mistake
Under a clown mask
Dead inside
I'm dead inside
They tell me: Go and die
As if I haven't tried

They hate me: Go and die
As if I haven't tried
And there are no regrets
I'm not fazed if times up
Feels like life passes by
There's no one to even blame
Even close friends don't get my feelings
I use the smile to hide my inner demons
They hate me: Go and die
As if I haven't tried
It's such a hilarious thing to say

I'm dead inside
I'm dead inside
Man, I'm just a mistake
Under a clown mask
Dead inside
I'm dead inside
They tell me: Go and die
As if I haven't tried

I'm dead inside
I'm dead inside
Man, I'm just a mistake
Under a clown mask
Dead inside
I'm dead inside
They tell me: Go and die
As if I haven't tried

The first rule of dead inside
Don't say that you're dead inside
That's why I write silly songs and say what I really wanna say
I'll say what I'll never say
I'll say what I'll never say
I'll say what I'll never say
Let's say together
I'm dead inside
I'm dead inside
Man, I'm just a mistake
Under a clown mask
Dead inside
I'm dead inside
They tell me: Go and die
As if I haven't tried

I'm dead inside
I'm dead inside
Man, I'm just a mistake
Under a clown mask
Dead inside
I'm dead inside
They tell me: Go and die
As if I haven't tried