Pleading Guilty

I was unsatisfied
Cause what messed with my mind
Was this great wish
Giving me acute feelings of
Guilt

Now my condition has improved
With the two of us to share
The blame's no longer
Only a matter
Of tiny bits

Why can't I give myself a break
Don't I need somebody
My consciousness no longer the same
Why can't I give myself a break
I feel I'm carrying guilt
I have been manipulating all along

Desire that won't go away
While sinless in deed
My thoughts incriminate me
Wish I could feel good
About it

This blame is unnatural
Unpurgeable
I guess I got to
Get used to it

This blame
And this
Guilt, guilt