Slumbering

I wake up every day
With a pleasant sacrifice
And I used to give in
Implications ignored
Feel kind of alone, but that's all right
It's the usual thing, but it works anyhow

Disagreeable ease
Always managed to resist
No more effort
Yielding without second thought

I was free but sadly alone
I could fall back on pastimes that make me cry
So free, with nothing to hold on to

Seemed just another day
Reluctantly
A common feeling
Yearning for a deeper sense
Feel strong enough not to disappoint
I noticed I was conforming to all the rules

An accommodating liberty
Altogether unable to resist
No more effort
I will always be giving in

I was alone and sadly free
Cool pastimes that didn't square me in
Accommodation truly can never satisfy
I was free but sadly alone
I could fall back on pastimes that make me cry
So free, with nothing to hold on to

In the end no one else really seemed to accept me
I will never be dandy and neat
Not even in my dreams

I was alone and sadly free
Cool pastimes that didn't square me in
Accommodation truly can never satisfy
So free, with nothing to hold on to