White Noise

Wish I could keep my thoughts
Soon they will all be gone
Without this pandemonium
Soon they will all be gone

Identifying them
I'd just carry them along
Even in slow motion
They'd follow me around

With ephemeral conjectures
These misleading traits
Overcome my powers of deduction

Keeps slipping through my fingers
Why this never-ending cot death?
A sleep apnea
quickly taking over my head

But my body's still OK
I still have an overview

Ought to keep all the musings
But try as I might, I can't
If only I could plug myself in
But try as I might, I can't

I will try everything
I will really focus
I will get rid of it all
This time I'll discern myself

I will try everything
I will really focus
I will get rid of it all
Deconstruct myself

I will really focus
Deconstruct myself

I will try everything
I will really focus
I will try everything
I will get rid of it all
I will try everything
I will really focus
Still looking for surviving thoughts

Getting away from it all
Once and for all, if I can
Getting out of here for good
Gotta clear the way and go