Bipolar Waves

Yeah, and I can't fly away (can't fly away)
The other side is way too far away (too far away)
I'm stuck inside my brain (inside my brain)
I'm floating through these long bipolar waves

Seventeen lost self-esteem
Send me in a time machine or don't
Guess that I'm still yet to see everything in front of me
Everything that's meant to be
Intoxication junkie but addiction doesn't power me

Was dancing in my room now I'm dancing in a mansion
The only real flex is that I made it with my passion
I'd tell you how I did it but I'd rather keep you asking
I kinda want a girlfriend but I cannot get distracted

So, I'm planet switching, felt too different
Had to change the way I'm living
Started getting paranoia from the ways that I be thinking
Like a boat that's always sinking but it never hit the bottom
Like the days that I was drinking and we smash the empty bottles

Now I'm writing up these novels with the words inside my head
Played a hero and a villain, I'm like superman gone bad
I'm just plotting for the win and I'm living in pretend
And I kinda sorta never wanna see your face again

And I can't fly away (can't fly away)
The other side is way too far away (too far away)
I'm stuck inside my brain (inside my brain)
I'm floating through these long bipolar waves (yeah)

I'm with Alice in a wonderland
When paper hit the pen
And she ask me where I've been
I said knowledge the real power
I can't tell you where I been
I can't tell you I what I know
I can't tell you what I miss
I can't tell you where I go

So I'm feeling like my idea was right
To ignore all my
Evil thoughts at night

And I can't fly away (can't fly away)
The other side is way too far away (too far away)
I'm stuck inside my brain (inside my brain)
I'm floating through these long bipolar waves (yeah)

These long bipolar waves
These long bipolar waves
These long bipolar waves
These long bipolar waves