Keep It Together

I hate to see the crew down
Brush that frown off
I'll keep all your spirits high
Even if I am occupied
Dealing with my own lies
I wanna make sure your loved
Keep up the front
Even if it feels obstruct
Internally I feel compelled
To pretend I'm not scared

I don't want them to think different
Or that I'm diffident
Or I'm not sincere
Tell them what they want to hear
Don't want myself to be known, cause
I'm scared of being alone
Put on a smile
To avoid things getting riled
You make me feel grey
Don't know how to convey, what I have to say
So I bury it deep down
I don't want them to think different
Or that I'm diffident
Or I'm not sincere
Say what they want to hear

I feel jealous when I see you bond with her
It doesn't mean I hate you
I just think that you are corrupt
All you do is destruct
After all we have been through
You still choose him
As I am left on the side
After I tried to help provide
Am I not good enough?
You tell me its fine
To be a jerk
But when I stand up for someone
You tell me just to calm down
And now they all think
That I've been manipulating
I hate to see the crew down
Brush that frown off
I'll keep all your spirits high
Even if I am occupied
Dealing with my own lies

I don't want them to think different
Or that I'm diffident
Or I'm not sincere
Tell them what they want to hear
Don't want myself to be known, cause
I'm scared of being alone
Put on a smile
To avoid things getting riled
You make me feel grey
Don't know how to convey, what I have to say
So I bury it deep down
I don't want them to think different
Or that I'm diffident
Or I'm not sincere
Say what they want to hear