I hate to see the crew down Brush that frown off I'll keep all your spirits high Even if I am occupied Dealing with my own lies I wanna make sure your loved Keep up the front Even if it feels obstruct Internally I feel compelled To pretend I'm not scared I don't want them to think different Or that I'm diffident Or I'm not sincere Tell them what they want to hear Don't want myself to be known, cause I'm scared of being alone Put on a smile To avoid things getting riled You make me feel grey Don't know how to convey, what I have to say So I bury it deep down I don't want them to think different Or that I'm diffident Or I'm not sincere Say what they want to hear I feel jealous when I see you bond with her It doesn't mean I hate you I just think that you are corrupt All you do is destruct After all we have been through You still choose him As I am left on the side After I tried to help provide Am I not good enough? You tell me its fine To be a jerk But when I stand up for someone You tell me just to calm down And now they all think That I've been manipulating I hate to see the crew down Brush that frown off I'll keep all your spirits high Even if I am occupied Dealing with my own lies I don't want them to think different Or that I'm diffident Or I'm not sincere Tell them what they want to hear Don't want myself to be known, cause I'm scared of being alone Put on a smile To avoid things getting riled You make me feel grey Don't know how to convey, what I have to say So I bury it deep down I don't want them to think different Or that I'm diffident Or I'm not sincere Say what they want to hear