PRESSURE

I cannot handle
The weight of the world
I feel like I'm doing everything wrong
Feel like I'm a fail, I wish I could bail
But I know some will call me a coward
My friends told me to ignore
But I can't live with the thought
That I'm letting them down

I try my best to act strong
But I can't ignore
That there's something really wrong
Why can't we all get along
Want to fix our dynamic
They'll say I'm being manic
Say I'm being dramatic

I act like all is fine
They know I'm telling lies
Keep it bottled inside
I just wanna hide
But no matter what I do
I feel I can't provide
It makes me wanna cry

I wanna live without
The fear I'm being doubt
It makes me wanna shout
But they will twist my words
And say I'm being absurd
Than kick me to the curb
And say I have lost my mind

I can't handle my own problems
So why don't they think I'll spend my money on drink
Till I am on the brink, I know I'll just rethink
Wake up the next morning just to face reality
I can't stop thinking about it
And it makes me feel like shit
I just really wanna quit
I want to break my lights
And be rid of the fright
Instead I will pretend things are alright

Faced with the pressure
That I'll let them down
Said not to worry about anything
They blow up my phone
Won't leave me alone
There going around saying I let them down
My friends told me to ignore
But I can't live with the thought
That I'm letting them down

I won't leave any sign
So don't act so surprised
When I commit suicide
For now I'll just live my life
I know I am being selfish
There's people in a ditch
I'm acting like a bitch

I act like all is fine
They know I'm telling lies
Keep it bottled inside
I just wanna hide
But no matter what I do
I'll feel I can't provide
It makes me wanna cry

I wanna live without
The fear I'm being doubt
It makes me wanna shout
But they will twist my words
And say I'm being absurd
Than kick me to the curb
And say I have lost my mind

I can't handle my own problems
So why don't they think I'll spend my money on drink
Till I am on the brink, I know I'll just rethink
Wake up the next morning just to face reality
I can't stop thinking about it
And it makes me feel like shit
I just really wanna quit
I want to break my lights
And be rid of the fright
Instead I will pretend things are alright