I cannot handle The weight of the world I feel like I'm doing everything wrong Feel like I'm a fail, I wish I could bail But I know some will call me a coward My friends told me to ignore But I can't live with the thought That I'm letting them down I try my best to act strong But I can't ignore That there's something really wrong Why can't we all get along Want to fix our dynamic They'll say I'm being manic Say I'm being dramatic I act like all is fine They know I'm telling lies Keep it bottled inside I just wanna hide But no matter what I do I feel I can't provide It makes me wanna cry I wanna live without The fear I'm being doubt It makes me wanna shout But they will twist my words And say I'm being absurd Than kick me to the curb And say I have lost my mind I can't handle my own problems So why don't they think I'll spend my money on drink Till I am on the brink, I know I'll just rethink Wake up the next morning just to face reality I can't stop thinking about it And it makes me feel like shit I just really wanna quit I want to break my lights And be rid of the fright Instead I will pretend things are alright Faced with the pressure That I'll let them down Said not to worry about anything They blow up my phone Won't leave me alone There going around saying I let them down My friends told me to ignore But I can't live with the thought That I'm letting them down I won't leave any sign So don't act so surprised When I commit suicide For now I'll just live my life I know I am being selfish There's people in a ditch I'm acting like a bitch I act like all is fine They know I'm telling lies Keep it bottled inside I just wanna hide But no matter what I do I'll feel I can't provide It makes me wanna cry I wanna live without The fear I'm being doubt It makes me wanna shout But they will twist my words And say I'm being absurd Than kick me to the curb And say I have lost my mind I can't handle my own problems So why don't they think I'll spend my money on drink Till I am on the brink, I know I'll just rethink Wake up the next morning just to face reality I can't stop thinking about it And it makes me feel like shit I just really wanna quit I want to break my lights And be rid of the fright Instead I will pretend things are alright