Ecstasy

I lay in bed all day sucking on the ecstasy
Of what we did and what you said as you were touching me
You know it's not like me; sucking all your energy
You weren't afraid to see, but now
you're thinking less of me

Can you swallow this one last kiss
Here's a fifth to start the day
I know exactly how you feel, cause you're lying next to me
And then you slide back down; the silent sound
The things you do to comfort me
I know you'd like me to succeed
But now you're disappointing me

I lay in bed all day sucking on the ecstasy
Of what we did and what you said as you were touching me
You know it's not like me; sucking all your energy
You weren't afraid to see, but now
you're thinking less of me

And now there comes a time to speak my mind
I'm growing weak, I'm out of line
You better lay me down to sleep
I'm not what I used to be
She walks in the door
I want some more
Are you a slut, are you a whore
You know I'm something in between
But now it just fades away

I lay in bed all day sucking on the ecstasy
Of what we did and what you said as you were touching me
You know it's not like me; sucking all your energy
You weren't afraid to see, but now
you're thinking less of me

I've got to face this, I'm going to break
I'd die for a piece of your healthy fate
This is everything that I've grown to need
These pillows and sheets belong to me

They're singing
Lay down, lay down, lay down, lay down

Ok, you can think what you wanna think
In the morning I think that my dick will shrink
It's like, hey what you want, don't you know it's free
You don't look so pretty lying next to me
It isn't fair, but you wanted it too
And now I live in the land of the dead for you
But hey, we make mistakes, that's fine, that's great
I'm not a saint, but I'm not fake
So tell me what you really want

So tell me why you lie in this bed with me
When between your legs you're so diseased
I should've known that you thought it wouldn't bother me
I'm like you wanna piece of meat, here's a piece of me
The truth is that it bothers me
When you're deceiving the one that you tried to please
Babe I know that you thought that we were meant to be
But don't tell me what you think, cause I won't agree
The tricks that you said to me
Have got my head rolling with the fucking ecstasy
I'm so tired of these fucking dreams
I'm so tired of these pillow seams
And all day I wanna scream
And I feel like I'm floating outside of me
I'm so sick that I might agree
I guess I'll never be what I wanna be, cause

I lay in bed all day sucking on the ecstasy
Of what we did and what you said as you were touching me
You know it's not like me; sucking all your energy
You weren't afraid to see, but now
you're thinking less of me

You're thinking less of me
You're thinking less of me
You're thinking less of me
Now you're thinking less of me
Come on, think slut, tell me what you want
Think slut, tell me what you want
You're a big slut
Tell me what you want