beautifully tragic

You don't love me
You just keep me around to hold me
When you're lonely at night

Still you're the only thought occupying my mind
It's no secret
You're just wasting my time but I need it
Pour me a glass of wine while it's raining outside
And I'm losing my mind again

It's so beautifully tragic
Loving makes you happy
Gives you all the highs
Just to descend again

And I knew this would happen
But I'd never imagine
How much time it'd take me to get back again
But I've

Been watching you close with every step you glide
Gracefully your body atrophied
And naturally decaying gradually

There's nothing left waiting for you, you can just let it go
Won't make it hurt this time
Beautifully tragic you left me here
Wait out the moments of my despair
Forever lasting I'm forced to bare
Every second without you here

It's so beautifully tragic
Loving makes you happy
Gives you all the highs
Just to descend again

And I knew this would happen
But I'd never imagine
How much time it'd take me to get back again