falling from a roof

I used to be fine
Now I can't help feeling like
I'm 6 feet behind everyone else
And my life now lacks meaning

It's just the feeling I get
When it's colder at night
And everyone else got someone on their side
And I'm just alone in my bed at night
Staring at the ceiling
Wondering if I'll ever get rid of this feeling

I tried to love you
But I couldn't take it
I tried somebody else
It was too basic

I need the connection that I got from you
Felt like screaming on a mountain
Falling from a roof
Something about it
Reminds me of you

You have it all figured out
You know what to do
You have your coffee in the morning
You watch the news
You're so cultivated
While I stick to juice

And it's not like its important
The details are obscure
I could write in another song
Try to be demure

While my brain is so chaotic
It barely fits my thoughts
There's a million things that I should do
I probably forgot

I tried to love you
But I couldn't take it
I tried somebody else
It was too basic
I need the connection that I got from you
Felt like screaming on a mountain
Falling from a roof