i haven't let go

I'll always love you
But the grass is greener on the other side
I'm not supposed to
But I think of you when it gets late at night

Now I'm laying in this mess that I've made for myself
Still can't stand the thought of you with someone else

I haven't let go
But boy I've tried
Tried my best to live without you
Told you I'm alright
But I lied
Still can't see myself without you

It's the warmth in the air
It's the way you held my hand when we were out
It's the way that you cared
It's the way I knew your mind inside and out

The leaves fall from the trees
But I'm still achored to theese sheets
With thoughts I'm fighting
You moved on from me
While I'm still struggling to breathe
How do you hide it

My voice cracked on the phone
When you asked how I'm alone
I'm no good at lying
I wish I could hide it but I

I haven't let go
But boy I've tried
Tried my best to live without you
Told you I'm alright
But I lied
Still can't see myself without you

I haven't let go
But boy I've tried
Tried my best to live without you
Told you I'm alright
But I lied
Still can't see myself without you