birthday party

I've been spending years tryna be my best self
And everytime I tried, I would always need help
They don't really know all the ways that I've felt
They don't know the type of cards I've been dealt
They be mad 'cause they couldn't of get this far
I could smell your lies all the way from a far
I don't want a job unless I whip a foreign car
I don't want a bitch unless she got a dark heart

Never changed, the woke up, yeah I woke up
Now It's time to focus, It's up to you to show up
Haters talking they don't know us, stressed out so I roll up
Don't know where I woke up, never change the woke up

Wipe all the tears on my rockstar skinny jeans (yeah)
I might get it 'cause I want it, that's my enemy (ooh)
'Cause I don't want a lot of friends, I don't want enemies
Middle finger to the bitches that are dead to me (oh)
Oh, yeah that'd be the worse case
Why you tryna diss me, what's the purpose? (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Rollin' on a bean and I'm nervous
No sleep in tonight, yeah we workin' (yeah)
This bitch please tryna call by the number (number)
Making one a time in the summer (summer)
I want 'rarries I don't want no Hummer (Hummer)
She said that she love me so I dumped her
Momma told me: Stay away from fake ass hoes
I said: I don't care and I just want to make that dough (make that dough)
I can tell which people are my friends or my foes (oh, yeah)
This is underneath my sleep and I don't wanna fold
Once upon a time in a far away place
Never met that bitch and I never seen her face
Doin' all the right things at the wrong place and time
How the fuck could I ever call you mine?
How the fuck we got here, I'm unsure
Ripping out my hair like I got cancer
Death runnin' through my veins, when I kiss her
Blacked out, watching lights get dimmer
You're the one for me, forget history
I need company, I need sympathy
It's lonely down here, please don't go my dear
You're the one I want, you're the one I fear

Ever since I was a boy, I wanted to be great
I don't know where this will take me I don't know my fate
Situations in my head, make me go insane
Welcome to my birthday party but you're running late

Aye, shit cuts deep, boutta pass out by the end of the week
Either you a strong one or you're fucking weak
Iced out grill I don't want them gold teeth
Take another dub, while you're taking a defeat
Saying that I'm trash, saying that I'm out of peak
Please shut the fuck up, for the second beat
I don't wanna hear a bitch, I don't wanna sleep I'm woke

I never changed the woke up, yeah I woke up
Now I'ts time to focus, I'ts up to you to show up
Haters talking they don't know us, stressed out so I roll up
Don't know where I woke up, I never changed the woke up
(Ooh yeah)