Last note I wrote with blood

I'm sick of lying in this way without direction
Where is my place? I can't move without seeing...
I can't see my direction the only one that makes me feel alive
The only one that brings me back to home
I cannot understand how can it go so in low
So I can just forget all the Pain that I'm feeling
And all this rage inside my heart
Harvest in this past years so now I'm ready for the fight

I can't find the way I should undertake
The grey around doesn't allow me
to look over the truth.

I'm sick of lying in this place without direction
Whereas my way's becoming day by day unsafe
I cant see my direction, the only one that makes me fly
This one will make me die, the rise of my decline

I can't find the way I should undertake
The grey around doesn't allow me
to look over the truth.

I'm sick of laugh when I dosen't
feel like laughing my jaws hurts me
This room has become a hell for my mind.. It's degenerating
help me! And throw me out of this ruin
throw me the rope of the hope
then I'l see the light again
I'll be starting over again.

Things change, nothing in this world is intact
I guess It's time to realize
As we grow up the strengths die inside
But I'll be starting over again
Things change, nothing in this world is intact
I guess It's time to realize
That mistakes I made tonight
(made tonightmade tonight)
And now it's time to realize
I made tonight, how can I mend
I made tonight, There's nothing left
You said tonight It's going to end

I can't find the way I should undertake
The grey around doesn't allow me
to look over the truth.