Repentance

A secret kept inside my head
Another personality
A symbiotic creature feeding my mind
Slowly killing me
At first it haunted me in my dreams
And visited me at night
When I woke up I felt alright
But now I feel it rise

Leave me alone - try to find my peacу ща minв
I can't escape - I'm in search of my insanity

Remembering my former life
And all the beautiful thiongs I've seen

Till something crept inside my head
A creature wicked, wild, and mean
What can I do? I cannot stand
Living through this hell
The man I was now down anв out
It's hard for me to see

I had enough, death calls for me
It's time for me to go
Pull the trigger - bullet - head
I didn't even feel the blow
No crimson light awaiting me
No heaven and no hell
I open my eyes and realize
It keeps me still alive

Leave me alone - I can't even rest in peace
I can't escape - Now I'm back in this hell again