D* C*

[Verse]
D*                             C*
I saw your mom at the grocery store
                D*
She texted me afterwards
                    C*
I felt like falling on the floor
                D*
She said, “I miss you, hope you’re doing well
      Em*       D*  F*        G*  F*
And I wish we saw you more”
C
  And I knew that was a lie

D*   C*   D*   C*

[Pre-Chorus]
        D                                    C
'Cause you haven’t talked to me in at least six months (Months)
        D                                   C
I thought that I was healed but now I’m open like a cut
           D                      N.C.
Cause I saw your mom at the grocery store

And she asked me how I was

G  C

[Chorus]
G                        C
 I should've told her the truth
                                G
That I don’t know who I am after you
                                    G*
And I can't stand to look at that fucking pair of
C
Shoes I used to wear with you

Or the pictures that I framed of you
      G                           D
Oh, I, feel like I’m split in two
                          C
But I asked about your sister
       Cm
instead
               C         D        C
'Cause that’s what nice girls do

[Verse 2]
D                                     C
Driving home, the roads all look the same to me
    D                                   C
I pass your house, I block out all the memories
                D
And I don’t miss you, I don’t wish you well
   Em        D       F
I wish you felt what I had felt


[Pre-Chorus]
C*
  She has your eyes, she looks like you

[Chorus]
N.C.                       C
 I should've told her the truth
                                  G
That I don’t know who I am after you

And I can't stand to look at that fucking pair of
C
Shoes I used to wear with you

Or the pictures that I framed of you
     G                         D
Oh, I, feel like I’m split in two

[Bridge]
                      C                         C*        N.C.  G
I should’ve let her know that I deleted all the playlists on my phone
             D                                     C
Cause every time that song plays I just wanna call you

So, I meditate now, but the silence is almost just as loud
    G                         D
Oh, I feel like I’m split in two
                       C
But I ask about your sister
D                          C  G#*
   Oh, I asked about your sister
C*

[Outro]

N.C.                          C
    I should’ve told her the truth
                            C*              G
I’ve been terrified, for months, of seeing you
                            N.C.
Every white car makes my heart stop
        C
I cut my hair, I meditate

Everything, but change my name
   G                  D       N.C.
Oh, I, I’ll never be the same