numb

There's a wall around my heart like a shield of sin
Made of coping mechanisms and medicine
And it's not that I don't wanna try to love again
It's just I don't know how

When my family stopped asking what was wrong with me
And the character flaws turned into
Personality
Woah

I don't know how I got here
I thought I still felt my feet on the ground
And just like that

I'm going numb
And my soul is losing feeling, oh
Filled up my lungs
But I still don't think I'm breathing, oh

Dead with a pulse and softly losing control
What have I done? Please don't
Let me go
Let me go numb

Don't let me go

There's a look inside your eyes like a fire escape
And it's burning me alive asking why the wait
So dig me up and slow-dance with my bones
Around the graveyard, ooh

Hallelujah, holding to ya like a bride to be
But it never lasts long enough for me to breathe
And it only takes a moment for my mind to freeze back over
And just like that

I'm going numb
And my soul is losing feeling, oh
Filled up my lungs
But I still don't think I'm breathing, oh

Dead with a pulse and softly
Losing control
What have I done? Please don't
Let me go
Let me go numb

Ooh
Please don't let me go numb
Ooh
Please don't let me go numb
Ooh
Ooh

Whisper in my right ear saying I have nothing left
(Just these regrets)
Whisper in my left ear say I'm doing nothin' right
(Going all night)

Trying to find your voice in the choir
Filled with false witnesses and liars
Holding on you, if I lose you for a breath
And just like that

I'm going numb
And my soul is losing feeling, oh
Filled up my lungs
But I still don't think I'm breathing, oh

Dead with a pulse and softly
Losing control
What have I done? Please don't
Let me go
Let me go numb