Nightmare

One fucking year, and it never seems to end
My reflection veiled as my blood drips from my finger tips
To the floor, let it pour
I've learned to love the pain

I've been lying to myself, saying I don't feel a thing
I'm coming clean, I feel everything

Running and hiding, for what seems like forever now (Forever now)
Tossing and turning, I’m fucking dying in this bed of doubt (Bed of doubt)

Is there someone out there or am I screaming in silence?

Now the doctors turn me away, left me with nothing but this misery
Locked me inside my head, and now all I see is this nightmare

Running and hiding, for what seems like forever now (Forever now)
Tossing and turning, I’m fucking dying in this bed of doubt (Bed of doubt)

Waking to this feeling of myself being torn apart
I can’t stand these fucking voices, they're always in the dark
(Always in the dark)

Dear, it always comes back to you (Back to you)
These memories are so fucking haunting (Fucking haunting)
Cut it out

Night after night, It never fucking changed
Always played the same old games
One fucking year, and it never seems to end
My reflection veiled, as my blood drips from my finger tips
To the floor, let it poor
I've learned to love the pain