Sundays Nights

I've got no reasons to be ashamed
I'm taking chances
And sometimes I wake up so motivated

I'm not using prozac anymore
And I'm trying hard to get this job
And I'm sleeping early at night

In Sundays nights suicidal thoughts are in my mind
Such crazy things are happening to me
Cause there's no way to stop me when my money is out
I'll figure something's out
And if nothing works, Can I use my body?
At least I'm gonna be alright

I'm not complaining I love my life
But sometimes I try to find my prozac
Put a smile on my face at Monday is hard

This new routine broke down my brain
All the day is all the same
All the day is all the same

In Sundays nights suicidal thoughts are in my mind
Such crazy things are happening to me
Cause there's no way to stop me when my money is out
I'll figure something's out
And if nothing works, Can I use my body?
At least I'm gonna be alright

Could you pick me up at six?
Maybe you can pay me another drink
Spending the rest of our nights
Smoking cigarettes and drinking wine

Could you pick me up at six?
Maybe you can pay me another drink
Spending the rest of our nights
Smoking cigarettes and drinking wine