Unenlightened

It's me, something that doesn't exist anymore
Just the shadow of what i was - a human being
I remember the life i lived, now so far away
Memories are preserving my human part

I want a crystal heart
To not feel this cries

The beast is a part of me, i need it
That's why i'll always have to fight it
Inviting power and desire
It wants to take away the light of my soul

It's me, forced to eat those i once belonged to
At every drop i fall down, more and more
A long night that will never end
The only dawn i see comes from my mind