Pulling Focus

I don't do well with options
I've seen the same movie a hundred times
I guess I find the comfort in having control of the storyline
Cause I can't control mine
I can't control mine

I never wanted to fall right off the deep end
Another morning stuck in coffee contemplation
I never pictured this future
I'm caught up in the humor and irony
Saint of insincerity

Keep me in focus
As I'm starting to sink
You never notice
The self-defeating feeling
Of giving it your best
But falling short again

It's all too familiar
Misery's my best friend
We fell in love again

I never wanted to paint myself the enemy
An early riser who knows all the words to brevity
My younger self hates me
What happened to you lately
All too familiar
You'll never understand

We fell in love again

Keep me in focus
As I'm starting to sink
You never notice
The self-defeating feeling
Of giving it your best
But falling short again

It's all too familiar
Misery is my best friend
We fell in love again

I never wanted to paint myself the enemy
I never wanted to
I never wanted

I don't do well with options
I've seen the same movie a hundred times

Keep me in focus
As I'm starting to sink
You never noticed
The self-defeating feeling
Of giving it your best
But falling short again

It's all too familiar
Misery is my best friend
We fell in love again

Keep me in focus
You never notice
Keep me in focus
You never notice