Paranoid (feat. Nick Bonin)

Uh-oh, I'm paranoid
Uh-oh, you leave me no choice
Can't fill my void, nah
(Ayo Tetris)

Uh-oh, can't fill my void
Each sip is poison when you're paranoid
Can't stand the way I feel
The closer that I get it's more surreal
I don't do no conversation, my serotonin on extended vacation
So I can't smile, and I won't try
Baby I'ma die tryna fix what's wrong inside my mind

Pick your sorry self up
Yeah that's what they tell us
Me myself and I don't get along we always jealous
Me want all the money
Myself want all the fame, but
I just want somebody who can save me up from the pain
Stow away my vices
Man whose made of sacrifices
I don't get no satisfaction till I'm on all of y'all devices
No that didn't sound righteous
But like what's the point in tryna fight this
When I drop another single I'm like
Oh I think they like this baby
Shooting for the stars, so my head in outer space
If I miss my shot, I'll be easily replaced
Life is just a game, but I'm tortured by the pace
If you don't see my vision best be getting out of my way (oh no)

Uh-oh, can't fill my void (can't fill my void)
Each sip is poison when you're paranoid
Can't stand the way I feel
The closer that I get it's more surreal
I don't do no conversation
My serotonin on extended vacation
So I can't smile, and I won't try
Baby I'ma die tryna fix what's wrong inside my mind

I stay up late, drinkin' poppin' till I'm floating
She say she wanna help me but she's nothing like this potion
I'm fuckin' paranoid cause all these girls just left me broken
You really wanna help me or just want something from Bonin?
Take a pill at night, yes you're feeling right
I'm too scared to give trust away
I can tell everything by the look on your face
Hanging off the edge you go and pull me up a knot
Fuckin' take another drink let's take this moment up a notch
I'm drowning in all of these bottles and fears
It's so hard for me to tell what is sincere
I'm clutching my vices and demons so tight
I'm paranoid I hope my mind will be alright

Uh-oh, can't fill my void (can't fill my void)
Each sip is poison when you're paranoid
Can't stand the way I feel
The closer that I get it's more surreal
I don't do no conversation
My serotonin on extended vacation
So I can't smile, and I won't try
Baby I'ma die tryna fix what's wrong inside my mind