Forgot To Be Happy

Screaming but no one’s home
I don’t wanna die alone
But I been going thru some things
Yeah
Broken but bills all paid
Got dreams but I’m still afraid
I been going through some things
Yeah

Lost inside my head
In this king-size bed
It’s like nobody even knows
Cause I been trapped in my perfect imperfect life
Fuck, I forgot to be happy

I don’t wanna
I don’t wanna be lonely
I might need somebody that can hold me
Cause I hate the sad me
I wanna be happy
I ain’t never been perfect being holy
I’m just tryna be better than the old me
Cause I hate the sad me (I’d rather be happy)
I forgot to be happy (I forgot to be happy)

Have you ever been weak
Have you ever felt solo
Stuck in a crowded room yet alone
Have you ever been me
Felt like you couldn’t go on
Putting the pieces back together
One by one

I’m lost inside my head
In this king-size bed
It’s like nobody even knows
Cause I been trapped in my perfect imperfect life
Fuck, I forgot to be happy

I don’t wanna
I don’t wanna be lonely
I might need somebody that can hold me
Cause I hate the sad me
I wanna be happy
I ain’t never been perfect being holy
I’m just tryna be better than the old me
Cause I hate the sad me (I’d rather be happy)
Forgot to be happy (I forgot to be happy)

I’m running yet I’m running out of time
(Said I’m running out of time)
Trying to chase these demons out of my mind
When did these sleepless night turn out to be my life?
Gonna smell the roses I’ll be fine

I don’t wanna
I don’t wanna be lonely
I might need somebody that can hold me
Cause I hate the sad me
(It ain't the said me)
I wanna be happy
I ain’t never been perfect being holy
I’m just tryna be better than the old me
(Truly happy for me)
Cause I hate the sad me (Remember the sad me)
I forgot to be happy (I got to be happy)
Yeah

I just wanna I just wanna be happy
Be happy for me
I just wanna I just wanna be happy for me
Happy for me happy for me
Yeah