So Blind

My chest is tight
My breath is shallow
In the grip of fear
I start to fall apart
Every heartbeat pounds like a machine gun
I'm drowning in tears
My chest is tight
My breath is shallow
In the grip of fear
I start to fall apart
Every heartbeat pounds like a machine gun
I'm drowning in tears

Your judgmental eyes
They pierce my soul
Your whispers of disdain
They take their toll

You think you know me
But you're so blind
Your distance, it leaves me alone

I won't bow down
To your shallow ways

Voices in my head
They never cease
Whispers of failure, they never release
I'm haunted by devil

I can't survive
I'm blowing my mind
This is my life
This is my strife
But I'll keep fighting
I won't give in
I'll rise from the ashes
I'll conquer the night

Enter the mind of a suicidal