Memories

Looking back over—
Should have tried not to—
I know it's my fault

I think I'm gonna die in this building
Tears fall from my eyes in this building
Cause all that I'm thinking and all that I'm feeling
Are these emotions that I've been keeping about you
And our world how I let it fall through my fingers
And now I feel so worthless
And life without you and it hurts

So why didn't I try harder to keep you in my life?
Oh because I need you, and I do
I never told you I love you
So why didn't I try harder to keep you in my life?
Oh because I need you, I do
I never told you I loved you, oh

Lookin' back over memories
I should've tried not to let you leave
But I know it's my fault
Cause I know that I let go

So should I take this chance today
To rid myself of all this pain
And stop this breathing
Chair open ceiling
You know that your voice still echoes
Around the walls of my skull
And it's a bitter pill to swallow
And now I'm numb fucked and hollow
Oh, yeah I had it all
My life's on a downward spiral
And now I'm losing control
And you've taken all my very soul

And lookin' back over memories
I should've tried not to let you leave, no no
Oh no, no, no, no, no, oh
But I know it's my fault
No no, oh
Cause I know that I let go
I, I

Hope you find peace
Hope you forgive me
(Wish I'd never saw you leave, never saw you leave)
Never again yeah please believe me